Homeless Guy on "day walkers," grace abuse, social class legibility, parking lot conduct, the future

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Description

Been thinking about some things, getting them out into one video. They're related. Maybe not much new in this video, just more details, so I talk about the future plans of the channel--composing topical videos from existing content.

So so so tired of seeing homeless people and then having to get to know them in this little rural town. I just want to be a normal townsperson before I get associated with the known homeless. People not knowing I'm homeless for sure is the only thing that can save me, once they know for sure then I'll never be accepted here.

And the other bums are probably going to run their mouths about me if I associate with them any more, because they seem to have all the time in the world to hang out and gossip--where are they getting this money? Welfare? Can't fall for any more love bombs, literally deadly.

3-ladder social system essay: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfBli9j5Hrk

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1CjatCIrnY

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Yo, and welcome to the Ice Boog Daily Channel.

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It's an experimental tech and media brand.

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We're doing 20 minute daily videos.

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Usually on the topic of homeless guy this or that.

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Now, trying to be homeless too much longer as I said yesterday.

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deja vu.

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Yeah, I was just something I keep noticing.

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So I've got three ideas.

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Something I keep noticing is,

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and I'm tired of just seeing homeless guys everywhere.

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Or people, but mostly guys, you know, you drive.

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You just see in these busted down people walking.

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You don't see too many pedestrians,

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but there's busted down people walking.

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Is this kind of post 2020?

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Like, it's just only the homeless zombies outside.

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Everyone else is just on their computers,

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on their phones at home.

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Another thing is like the people I mentioned yesterday,

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I think about who will look at you and not acknowledge you.

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And then the third is like this idea that never approach a woman in a parking lot.

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I just had this insight too,

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and the three are related because the third one is like,

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okay, I'm sitting in where a library parking lot right now.

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Other than Starbucks, which yeah,

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I really don't like sitting in Starbucks parking lots.

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Like, I've seen people do it before and kind of sort of try it before,

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but it's just like at a much more rural Starbucks.

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But actually now there's a fourth one too that I was thinking this morning,

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which is, you know, people passing time in public places.

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Like, they've got a meeting in 45 minutes,

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so they're just at Starbucks on their phone,

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whatever, they're doing their laundry.

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And so they're at the laundry mat.

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You know, just sitting,

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and it's like understood,

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there's like some grace period of just apparently loitering.

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That business owners, neighbouring business owners,

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other customers, etc.

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will tolerate before they say something.

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But as soon as you look homeless,

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you know, like something I had on the voice memo.

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Ooh, and the computer is skipping.

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It's pretty hot today.

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So let's maybe get the air conditioner running.

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So there's going to be more background noise,

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unfortunately, nothing I can do about that.

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But yeah, so, you know,

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we're in public places.

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You know, if you saw like high school kids,

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dressed in clean clothes,

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or even just kids,

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not adults, dressed like high school kids,

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like you give them some grace.

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When you see them on the street,

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you might even be happy to see them hanging out in the park.

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Even taking an app on a bench, whatever,

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like anything homeless people do,

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see a high school kid doing that.

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You're like, that's great.

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They're out of the house.

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They're not playing video games.

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But to see an adult doing it,

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and you know that it's wrong and out of place.

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Somehow, right?

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Aw, that air conditioning feels so good.

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Why don't you just sit in the car with air conditioning all the time?

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Oh, where do I sit in the car with air conditioning,

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and a parking lot?

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And, yeah, so the idea about weirding women out,

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creeping women out,

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never approach a woman in a parking lot.

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Why?

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Because they're afraid of being kidnapped.

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And it seems like a parking lot is a pretty good place to hide out

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and be a white, a spider,

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in a nook, in a public place,

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like I was talking about,

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confined to video with spiders and every nook.

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In the title,

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somewhere in the middle, not the beginning or end.

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And,

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yeah, so at some point, all these videos are going to

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turn into a big ball of stuff that can be,

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you know,

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edited into coherent, into like actual videos and themes.

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You know, we'll probably need some fillers.

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I've talked about the future format that I see of this channel

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in the past,

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and if there's balance,

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there's nothing I can do about it.

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It's where in a car,

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running the engine.

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So, you know,

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Ice Boots daily,

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there could be Ice Boots weekly,

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which is clips from the week,

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or just in general,

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a weekly thing with prior clips.

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So we've got transcripts that we can search

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on all these things for like themes,

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AI can help us like cloud ideas together.

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And I've known about all this stuff,

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because they've worked in big tech for a long time.

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So like even before,

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you know, chat GPT,

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AI was on my radar.

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Machine learning was on my radar.

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It was something my colleagues worked with.

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And so I got some familiarity with it,

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even not working with it firsthand,

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even they're not being like,

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the widely popular products or whatever.

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right, so the theme of these observations and thoughts,

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so far has been,

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man, I live in a beautiful place,

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but man, I'm tired of seeing all these homeless people,

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and man,

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I'm tired of being like a homeless person,

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meeting other people,

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I're tired of seeing the homeless people too.

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Hey, we have something in common.

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And then,

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where do I hang out,

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if not the Starbucks or the library,

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what parking lot?

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I don't know,

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so I get,

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okay, so I get a mobile plan.

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So I don't have a cell phone,

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or mobile internet service right now.

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so, okay, so I get it.

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So where do I go and use it?

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something happening in the background.

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I just want to cover it up.

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do I use it what in parking lots?

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That's kind of the suggestion.

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Tint your window and go to a parking lot?

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the not approach women in parking lots thing.

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It's something I've known for a long time,

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but it hasn't been at the front of my mind,

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and connected with this idea.

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But it came up yesterday,

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like,

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you know,

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just some random tweet that I saw,

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and I'm like,

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oh yeah,

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so yeah,

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I'm supposed to what,

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hang out in parking lots in my car.

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Chrome from Van City Van Life,

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his idea of stealth is good.

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It's where people don't know that you're there.

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right now people can see me in the car.

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But his van is obviously a camper,

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but people can't see inside the windows are tinted

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or there's black out things,

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so it looks like tint.

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So people don't know if he's in his camper,

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even though they know it's a camper, right?

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it's kind of a double edged sword

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if you're like in a car in a parking lot,

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like in a town,

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which is,

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okay,

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so people aren't creeped out by you being in your car,

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because they don't know you're there.

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then they're really creeped out by the fact that

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you're in a car with tinted windows.

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That isn't just a nice car that came out of the factory

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with tinted windows.

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you went out of your way,

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paid extra money to tint your windows,

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with what money you got from crimes,

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doing what?

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People might not necessarily think that,

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but if they see like an older model car with tinted windows,

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you know,

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playing the music,

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I'm not going to say what genre,

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but you know what I'm talking about,

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bumping the base.

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criminals,

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even though they don't know anything,

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right?

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yeah.

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Here's a ride of passage in a way,

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you know,

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for a working person.

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well,

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this would be like,

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I can connect this with something else too.

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So when I go to Starbucks in the morning,

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most of the time before,

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if it's before work,

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I'm just dressed in my work pants,

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which are some stretchy blue jeans,

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that,

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you know, like,

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a little bit of elastic in it,

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so I can bend around,

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they're a little bit more flexible than denim.

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if people see me as a working guy,

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it'll be fine that I'm all like,

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covered in,

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covered in food junk,

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and this and that,

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like,

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there's like some mustard stains,

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and stuff on the pants,

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because I literally haven't watched

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them since I started work there.

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so,

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if they think you're a homeless guy,

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and they see that,

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it's going to be extra bad,

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because it's like you're homeless,

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and you can't keep yourself clean.

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they'll see,

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and they'll wonder if you're a dishwasher,

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but if they already know you're homeless,

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they're not going to be curious.

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Why is this clothes all covered in,

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sauces and stuff?

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It's going to be just,

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oh, that homeless guy.

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I can't even keep himself clean.

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Why can't he just do some,

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there's no virtue for like being a working person or anything.

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You're just like,

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you're a non-human first of all,

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because of the case system programming,

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that I've talked about before,

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guy being a great theme,

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connect all these clips with like,

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case system programming,

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and turn that into its own little video, right?

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But anyway,

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because of the case system,

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like people see homeless,

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underclass,

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not connected with the labor ladder,

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not connected with the gentry ladder,

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that's basically like,

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college and media and whatever,

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or the elite ladder that's like,

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investment bankers,

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some silicon valley,

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like big tech type positions, et cetera.

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But if you're underclass,

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you're not connected with any of those,

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social ladders,

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the three social ladders,

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and so you don't get any of the virtue

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for like being covered in sauce,

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or you don't get any of the grace

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extended to you,

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because people are just like,

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programmed to think,

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oh, homeless person,

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mentally ill,

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addict, parasites stay away from me.

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And largely they're right.

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I mean, largely they're right.

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So the majority of homeless people

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are not addicts.

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And a lot of them are not mentally ill either.

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You know, probably at least on par.

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It's been a while since I've looked at the numbers.

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Let's see if we can turn the car off for a little bit.

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It's gonna get hot real quick.

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But,

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yeah, we've been on a tour,

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so I'm sitting in a different part of the parking lot,

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because it's like a nice hot sunny California day.

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And so yeah,

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sitting in the sun would be great for the solar panel.

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And indeed,

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right there is where I would be sitting.

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I thought,

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because I'm gonna do this broadcast,

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and I thought I'd go inside and charge up the battery

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for a little bit that I just parked in the shade.

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But at the same time,

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if we're pulling it as much wattage out of the solar panel,

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like I've gotten at least 30,

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like 40 is where I can pull out of the car,

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and I've been able to pull 40 out of the solar too.

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And 40s,

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what I get if I go in and plug it into a outlet as well.

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So that's kind of the effective limit, I think.

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So yeah, it's already getting warm.

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But yeah, anyway,

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so I'm sitting in a spot,

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I don't usually sit,

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and like I am noticing people,

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people mugging me a little bit,

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like we're at the library,

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so I think it's a little bit more,

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you know,

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like I mentioned at the park,

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like it's more normal to sit outside the library on the Wi-Fi,

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than it is to sit at the park.

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So if I were to get a mobile plan,

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like sitting outside the library might be one thing,

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so that would extend my hours before 8am,

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I guess,

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so I wouldn't have to actually,

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that would be good,

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because then I could just roll up here,

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right at sunrise,

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like six o'clock,

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instead of waiting till 8.

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When the sun comes up,

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like this morning after 8,

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I was thinking,

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alright,

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now the library's open,

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so I could go over there,

340
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instead of waiting in Starbucks longer.

341
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But yeah,

342
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yeah,

343
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yeah,

344
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the spot I usually sit here is at the front of the parking lot,

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so there's still a sidewalk in front.

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But yeah,

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I guess like kind of the downside about the library,

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is that there's parents and kids and stuff like that around,

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so parents might be like extra protective of their kids,

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which,

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no harm,

352
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no foul,

353
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that's absolutely right of them,

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to be extra protective.

355
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But then you got this person like me sitting in the parking lot,

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right?

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And,

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you know,

359
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I can look more or less homeless,

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depending like,

361
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I shower yesterday,

362
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I'm pretty well shave and,

363
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like,

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this isn't the worst shirt,

365
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you know what I mean?

366
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So,

367
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I could look far worse as a homeless guy,

368
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I take pretty good care to take care of myself.

369
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But yeah,

370
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it's like,

371
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waiting until people leave to like roll down my windows,

372
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they're not within that like 25 foot bubble,

373
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you know?

374
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So if I get a,

375
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if I get mobile internet like,

376
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is this where I want to hang out?

377
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No,

378
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Starbucks parking lot,

379
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no,

380
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like,

381
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I really have to find a parking lot that's appropriate.

382
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It would have to be one where there's not people walking past,

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where security isn't going to come out and bug me,

384
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so like,

385
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probably some government building,

386
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or,

387
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you know,

388
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you don't want to do it at some like,

389
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rural park or something,

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because there's going to be parents and kids,

391
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kind of like the city park,

392
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you know?

393
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So,

394
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okay,

395
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so I get,

396
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I get mobile internet,

397
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and,

398
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now what?

399
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Now I can use the internet where,

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at the library for a couple of extra hours in the morning,

401
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I've got to find some more spots,

402
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because I don't want to be,

403
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you know,

404
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it really like,

405
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I'm like sitting there feeling like,

406
00:15:04,000 --> 00:15:05,000
ah,

407
00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:06,000
so nice,

408
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and then I look down and I see this guy sleeping in the grass,

409
00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:10,000
like,

410
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come on,

411
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the only homeless guy I see.

412
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I think there's an event downtown today,

413
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so I think it's like,

414
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extra cleared out like in the park and everything,

415
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you know,

416
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the park was like super empty,

417
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and I was noticing,

418
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I'm like,

419
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oh yeah,

420
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the bus is talking about something going on on Thursday night in town,

421
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so it must be,

422
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it's Thursday,

423
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it must be what's going down.

424
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So,

425
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getting tired of seeing homeless people,

426
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getting tired of looking,

427
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looked at and just,

428
00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:44,000
not treated like a human,

429
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because of that case,

430
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programming that I didn't finish that thought earlier.

431
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But yeah,

432
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I mean,

433
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the people who look at me and see me and decide,

434
00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:53,000
homeless,

435
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like,

436
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they look at,

437
00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:56,000
it's like an Indian person,

438
00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:57,000
like,

439
00:15:57,000 --> 00:15:59,000
when you're still trying to figure out what

440
00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:00,000
case someone's in,

441
00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:01,000
you're asking them,

442
00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:02,000
very like,

443
00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,000
specific questions about their family,

444
00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:05,000
like,

445
00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:06,000
detailed, like,

446
00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:07,000
shake out.

447
00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:08,000
Are they in the same case,

448
00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,000
or a lower case?

449
00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:10,000
Because,

450
00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:11,000
you know,

451
00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:12,000
it's not like they wear an armband,

452
00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:14,000
like a concentration camp.

453
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,000
You got,

454
00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:17,000
still,

455
00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:18,000
you know,

456
00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:19,000
verbally or socially,

457
00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:21,000
you've got to look for some kind of indicator,

458
00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:22,000
like,

459
00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:23,000
before I became homeless,

460
00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:24,000
I don't have this illustration,

461
00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:26,000
anymore.

462
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But,

463
00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:31,000
before I first became homeless,

464
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I knew that there were certain little things.

465
00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:35,000
Like,

466
00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:36,000
I drew,

467
00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:37,000
like,

468
00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:38,000
homeless,

469
00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:39,000
male,

470
00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,000
something,

471
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like,

472
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graphic,

473
00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:44,000
and it showed,

474
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like,

475
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worn out belts,

476
00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:48,000
unshaven,

477
00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:49,000
you know,

478
00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:51,000
untrimmed neck hair,

479
00:16:51,000 --> 00:16:52,000
like,

480
00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:53,000
jeans with something

481
00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:54,000
or other.

482
00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:57,000
And now we got the parasite homeless guy pointing at me.

483
00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,000
Like,

484
00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,000
like,

485
00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:00,000
this guy just runs around and talks to everybody.

486
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:01,000
Like,

487
00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:02,000
he's this little social butterfly,

488
00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:03,000
but like,

489
00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:06,000
he's got to be on welfare,

490
00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:07,000
something,

491
00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:08,000
because how's he,

492
00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:10,000
how's he surviving?

493
00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,000
Anyway,

494
00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,000
I don't,

495
00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:15,000
it's just like,

496
00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:16,000
these homeless guys,

497
00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:18,000
you just hang out

498
00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,000
and like,

499
00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:20,000
stay comfortable and,

500
00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,000
or just like,

501
00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:22,000
hang out and gossip,

502
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:23,000
talk,

503
00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:24,000
like,

504
00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,000
how do they have time for that?

505
00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:26,000
Like,

506
00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:27,000
you can't be a victim,

507
00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:28,000
homeless person who's stuck,

508
00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:29,000
if you're also like,

509
00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:30,000
out being this,

510
00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:31,000
like,

511
00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:34,000
homeless social butterfly.

512
00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:35,000
And,

513
00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:37,000
there's a chance that he wasn't pointing at me,

514
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,000
but it's just,

515
00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:41,000
like,

516
00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:42,000
students,

517
00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:43,000
Helen,

518
00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:44,000
narcissistic,

519
00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:45,000
I got loved by him,

520
00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:47,000
I told him all kinds of stuff about myself,

521
00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:49,000
that I didn't want to tell him.

522
00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:50,000
And now,

523
00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:51,000
you know,

524
00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:53,000
it's sort of like that Starbucks manager,

525
00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:54,000
who's like,

526
00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:55,000
oh,

527
00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,000
everyone's so curious about you.

528
00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,000
What do you do?

529
00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:59,000
What do they do?

530
00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:01,000
They probably satisfy everyone's curiosity

531
00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:03,000
by being sort of a handler for you,

532
00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:04,000
like,

533
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,000
anyone who has a question,

534
00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:06,000
like,

535
00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:08,000
goes through this narcissistic person

536
00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:10,000
who controls the environment.

537
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,000
Anyway,

538
00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:13,000
I'm sure,

539
00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,000
like,

540
00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:15,000
everywhere you go,

541
00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:17,000
you're going to have,

542
00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:19,000
because it's a lucrative thing,

543
00:18:19,000 --> 00:18:20,000
and narcissistic,

544
00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,000
thrive on your black hole,

545
00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:25,000
who's sucking mass from other people's son.

546
00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:26,000
Like, you can either be a creator,

547
00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:27,000
a son like myself,

548
00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:29,000
or a narcissist black hole,

549
00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:31,000
who sucks mass from sons.

550
00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:32,000
And so,

551
00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:33,000
like,

552
00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:34,000
you know,

553
00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,000
I've talked about this before,

554
00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,000
most people are like,

555
00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:37,000
you know,

556
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,000
not narcissistic,

557
00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:42,000
but they get sucked on by narcissists.

558
00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:43,000
They become enablers,

559
00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:45,000
they become puppets in the play.

560
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:46,000
And so,

561
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,000
this guy can go ahead and turn everyone

562
00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:50,000
against me by saying,

563
00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,000
little exaggerations,

564
00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:53,000
little lies,

565
00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:54,000
little half truths,

566
00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:57,000
little lies sandwiched in truths,

567
00:18:57,000 --> 00:18:58,000
you know,

568
00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:00,000
whatever he wants,

569
00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:03,000
doesn't matter.

570
00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:04,000
And that's,

571
00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:07,000
that's the advanced hate of the homeless.

572
00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:08,000
Like, there's,

573
00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:09,000
there's a surface level,

574
00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:10,000
like,

575
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:11,000
I first got to,

576
00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:12,000
which is like,

577
00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,000
you see the homeless people,

578
00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:15,000
and it's annoying,

579
00:19:15,000 --> 00:19:17,000
because it messes up your view,

580
00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:19,000
you interact with homeless people,

581
00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:20,000
and you see like,

582
00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:21,000
man,

583
00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:22,000
there's this whole like,

584
00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:24,000
set of predators out there,

585
00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:27,000
and it makes sense that people don't want these predators,

586
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:29,000
whatever around.

587
00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:31,000
I don't like to be around homeless people either.

588
00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:32,000
So,

589
00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,000
there's a bunch of thoughts,

590
00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,000
we can hopefully tie it together,

591
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:39,000
and hopefully get some value out of these streams.

592
00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:40,000
Thanks a lot,

593
00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:42,000
looking forward to seeing you next time.

594
00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,000
And,

595
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:45,000
yeah,

596
00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:46,000
thank you,

597
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:47,000
too many calls and action,

598
00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:50,000
but there's usually stuff down in the description.

599
00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:56,000
I got to get better about linking external resources and things like that.

600
00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:58,000
But,

601
00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,000
time will,

602
00:19:59,000 --> 00:20:00,000
make that get better.

603
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:01,000
Thanks for joining.

604
00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,000
Look forward to seeing you next time.

605
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,000
Bye.



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