Homeless Guy talks about Popping Off on YouTube. Donations, comments, duties.

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Description
Talking about unexpected attention coming from the channel. The responsibility to appreciate contributions. There's a mountain of work on the backend behind the channel, I feel my mission is as a technology builder. Mainly on here for research and development, to build tools for other channels.

But it's been useful for me as a person with contemporary things to say. The life of this channel is as long as I have things to say. I don't know my life's mission, if it's to run a channel then I'll run it as best I can with what resources I have. Thanks for everything, the support and patience especially.

Gang Stalking Economics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FNPW-Plaic

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRzC3NXs-Js

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Yo and welcome to the Ice Boog Daily Channel.

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It's an experimental tech and media brand.

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We've been around for at least six years in this current incarnation

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for the last month or so we've been doing 20 minute videos

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kind of reaching in on that, finding out homeless guy videos

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and narcissistic abuse videos are the big ones

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that a ton of traffic comes for.

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And I hope to be a homeless guy for as short as possible

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and I'm out of, well I've been through narcissistic abuse a bunch of times

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I don't want to revisit them.

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And I made videos while it was present

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and you know it's always going to be there

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but as you learn to listen to your intuition

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when you're experiencing something that might be narcissistic abuse

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you just, you care less

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and it's exactly like

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when you pop off on social media

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you start getting a bunch of trolls

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and you know a lot of them are not legit

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and if you're speaking messages that are

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counter to, so picture a rap song

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that's what they want you talking about

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but you know keep in people low vibration

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who's they blah blah blah yeah that's a whole rabbit hole

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there's this video about

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the economics of gang stocking

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and I'll put it in the description box down below

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it's just something to think about

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I have no idea what I'm going to talk about in this video

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so I might tie it back

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but yeah

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it's raining and cold

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and I'm off work

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and

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I don't know if I'm going to go to the parking

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I don't know why I'm so cold today

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but one thing I did notice is I'm down

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on a second about snatch

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so if my goal were to lose weight

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for beach season I'd be hellow waiting

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but my goal was actually to gain 15 pounds

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so I'm hellow losing

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and not just weight

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you guys have been giving me Venmo's

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and I've not been reading

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them which means I haven't been

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there's a pile of money in Venmo

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and I could be doing stuff with it

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but I'm not

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that seems kind of silly doesn't it?

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I just want to make sure that I am

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receiving

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with the right energy

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and

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if I were to just go into Venmo

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and transfer all the Venmo's

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it just

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would not be the right energy

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like maybe it would be

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maybe that maybe you guys

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want to just feed me

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and that would be awesome

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I want to do

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big things with

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you know the channel

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and I open source work

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I just like staying in my

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life's mission as much as possible

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I mean I have to work these jobs

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to feed myself

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I don't necessarily

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know

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you know I haven't I've never

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pictured being a creator

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supported on

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supported by my work

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but people do it

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and

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I have desired it

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my open source work

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more than my videos on homelessness

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and narcissistic abuse

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so

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got to see what to do with that

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money like

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the literal sense of

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I appreciate it

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what is appreciate

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appreciate is to build to build

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up

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so I actually want to appreciate

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your money

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I want to

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take it and use it for something

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other than just a

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consumable food

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now consuming food

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does give me

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time and energy to work with

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and so

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just

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eating

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with the money that you send me

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could be appreciating it as well

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maybe

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it's that I want to do

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in terms of

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Maslow's hierarchy

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higher order

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appreciation

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there's biological needs

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which would be eating

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there's security

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there's

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and then there's a steam

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so like

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personal relationships

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and then professional relationships

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then finally self-actualization

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so I want to focus on

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like four

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layer four

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professional

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steam

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now I know a lot of people

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comments enabled

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and why aren't comments enabled

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is it because I don't want to give a voice

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no I've created the forum

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to give my supporters a voice

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I do care about what they have to say

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the free writers

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you know I'm a free writer

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pretty much everywhere I go

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some of the money I actually want to pass on

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to other creators

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channels that I've gotten a lot of value out of

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that I want to encourage and keep growing

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and

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maybe once

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if we get to the point where

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I'm getting enough support

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to

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replace a minimum wage job

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then I'll turn on comments

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for the free writers

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but until then I just care about the actual supporters

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I know it's like to be a broke

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but unfortunately I can't say

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just send me an email and tell me your broke

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and I'll hook it up

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because I just can't go through the emails of broke people

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I just cannot do it

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and

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you know maybe 98% of them are fine

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but if 2% of them are

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these kind of trolling

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behaviors

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I just don't have the energy for that

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and it would just take away from the people

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who are really supporting me

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so

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I'm sorry if that's not the answer you want to hear

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and even if you're a supporter

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I'm sorry if that's not the answer you want to hear

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although if a supporter tells me

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I should open up to the public

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I will be far

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first of all I'll probably see that comment

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second of all I'll be far more receptive

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to

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take their suggestions

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and try it out

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even if I don't feel 100% on board with it

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so one of the reasons I fail

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so much is kind of changing gears

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but pivoting off that a little bit

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one of the reasons I fail so much

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is because I am really willing to try out things

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that I'm not 100% comfortable with

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so there's like some chance that I don't feel comfortable

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because discernment says it's a bad path

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and there's another just fear of the unknown

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and I don't 100% perceive the difference

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between those two things internally

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hopefully with time I'll get better

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perceiving

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okay my discernment is telling me not to go down this path

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period it's not part of my soul mission

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versus I've just never gone down here and I'm scared

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so I'll try

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and sometimes it's not my mission

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and sometimes it turns out to be good

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and part of my mission I was just scared

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so I'm not afraid to try new things

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but leaving comments on

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I get nothing out of

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free riders

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it's not my full time job

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I'm not supported by it

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it's

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high risk of

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rolling behavior

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it's a vector of attack

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that I have to watch

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you know I just don't want to deal with it

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and I'm not I'm losing weight

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I'm not paid enough to deal with it

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now my supporters have helped me a lot

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and for all I know there's

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a good amount of money in the Venmo

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thank you so much

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I need to just be in the right energy

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to actually receive that

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as silly as that sounds

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like money is not money

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necessarily

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you think like being a vegan

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and you know working in a kitchen

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with meat and stuff

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like you think I'd be as motivated as possible

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to get out of there

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people who eat meat aren't bad people

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they might be asleep

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I used to eat meat

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I had the intuitions about eating meat

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as I was doing dishes

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from cooking meat and like

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having to handle meat stuff

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especially I got this download

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which have I covered it on YouTube

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not in the last four years

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that might have covered it a couple years ago

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what couple being five

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slips by

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so yeah I'm all over the place in this video

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I don't

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I always know what I'm going to talk about

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when I turn on the camera

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I'm just like

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I got 20% battery

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you know I had some ideas this morning

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but one of the big things I have is

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how do I track

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just with this

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well part of it is I make my own apps

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but I don't have

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any more

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like

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someone is going to say

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I caught myself off of for

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I even spoke

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I made the notes up and that was my one source

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of truth for a while

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but then I got the voice recorder

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and now

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I don't use the notes up as much

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because I always take voice

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memos then try and scribe them

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and I've got like plans to

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integrate the two together

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but it's

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everything takes time

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coding

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space to code

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so part of

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not being able to

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open

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emails is just

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I want to do it in private

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I live in public

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yeah I live in

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have I just

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yeah there's ways you can download emails

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and read them offline

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I'm aware

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so that's something I could do

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once again it just takes

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effort to do

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not a lot either

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but then

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a big part of it is just the library

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is the only spot I can really use my computer

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in the car for an extended period

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maybe the park

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but like watching a video

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and recording a video

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are a little bit different

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than hacking away at code

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in some ways

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I expect

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there's going to be

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you know part of

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so another part of

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two of what I hate about having

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comments open

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period

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is

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okay I post this video

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and then

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before anyone even watches the

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twenty minute video they can read the

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comments

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so someone can just come into the comments

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I just start saying fake stuff

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or

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well that's what you moderate the comment

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so someone can come in and start saying fake stuff

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see it's like my internal bully

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and then people just read the comments

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and that'll stick with them as much as the video

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that's almost they read the title

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and in the comments

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well the video starts to play

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and they've already read the comments

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so they're now watching the video

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through the frame of whatever the comment

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or say

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to me that's a

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how conspiracy theory do I want to go

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right

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I think about incentives

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I think about power and people in power

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want to keep their power in

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trench and make you know pull

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the ladder behind them

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etc

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not everyone in power it's a

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bell curve there's like

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you know

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but yeah

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when you start having influence

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you can bet there's going to be attacks

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coming against you to either

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discredit you

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so that people will not be taken off of

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their prior views the officially supported views

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or to win you over

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that would be for me getting blackmail

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blah blah blah blah blah

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like

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I mean as far as I'm concerned

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it would cost

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under sixty thousand dollars to buy off my dad

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and have him

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tell any reporter who approaches them

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whatever he's paid to say

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I mean he wants my blood

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I know my dad wants my blood

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and I think would cost

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that's if he hasn't already been bought off

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because the thing is open table one of my past employers

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paid

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probably at least that much

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to do a 250 page court complaint against me

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how much do you think that cost their lawyers to put together

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where they using AI this is probably a little bit before AI in 2019

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maybe they internally had AI or tools to write these 250 page complaints

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but you know if they're going to

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take

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take a celebrity

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with a poor parent which of them

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have been betrayed by their parents

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I'm not a big follower of pop culture I don't know

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but I can bet a lot of them have been betrayed by their parents

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how is this related to anything right

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so it's just on the topic of trolling and controlling everything that goes

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through the media channels

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there's going to be methods

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I'm sure there is oldest time

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discrediting

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buying off

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you know

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paid or threatened is a meme right

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so

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I don't want to be an influence

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I want to live a quiet private life

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but that's not an option for me at least through my chosen profession

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so I get on here lately

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and you know trying to get attention is like the last thing I've done

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I've built a mountain of work

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and yeah I've talked about it as I've gone

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but I haven't done anything as focused as these 20 minute daily videos

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so

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and all I do is get on and be authentic

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I don't usually know what I'm going to say

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sometimes I'll have some ideas

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but yeah I'm definitely not open to open and comments up to everybody

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just to supporters until this is actually a job that I'm paid enough to survive with

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when I have bought an apartment

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with money from this channel

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sure

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I really need to think about the nature of the support I'm getting

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and what I want to do with that support

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like I really want to put the right energy

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into the supporter emails I've received

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that would almost be a first pass

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as just say filter the emails, supporters, non-supporters

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if I read the supporter emails

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I'm not going to be surprised by anything like

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I just notice when stuff pops off

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I start getting more trolls

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and I really don't want to read those emails

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because

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I feel designed to get under your skin

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and into your head

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even if it's just asking a bunch of questions

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it's like

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it's designed to make you feel overwhelmed and insecure

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on all over the place on this

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I'm not making any claims

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there is a very good video that talks about the economics of

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who these gang stalkers so called might be

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that I'll link in the description

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and like that's just one small thing

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I mean there's really just

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there's also just going to be people who are in desperate situations

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and

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the worst person to talk to in a desperate situation

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is somebody else who's also in that situation

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as counterintuitive is that maybe

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you may want to talk to people who've been through the situation

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are done with it

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right now it doesn't do me any good to talk to other homeless people

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because I'm in it

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once I'm out of it I'll be a good person

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for homeless people to talk to

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but until I'm out of it

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I'm just as lost stuck

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overwhelmed, confused, blah, blah

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and obviously I haven't done something that's worked to get me off the street yet right

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so

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thanks so much for the support

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thanks for your patience with this video

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that's like all over the place

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and alluding to weird stuff

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and goes on hopefully the editing process will get better

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or you know all get hired

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and be able to pay an editor or something like that

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but you are all in my prayers

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and thank you so much

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have a good one



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