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Where do the weak men work if there is no space without women testing and devaluing them. Doing what their programming has them do, only love, but it leave no place for weak men. Men are more capable of understanding that weakness is temporary and building up new brothers, while that is simply not in women's programming, which is fine. But with the acceptance of women in all male spaces, these weak men like me will have no place to be built up.

Hopefully we still have a channel after this video, but if not you know where to find me.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCg7XphX1jI

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Yo and welcome to the Ice Boog Daily Channel. This is an experimental tech and media brand.

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We're doing 20 minute videos. Most days usually on the topic of the homeless guy,

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rages or explains or this or that sort of thing.

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Used to be a software engineer. I'm now homeless and trying to build products.

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Well, do I do not, there is no try. I'm building products and they're all failing so far.

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And this is probably the most effort I've put into marketing or building an audience or anything

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like that. It's just not what I do. I build tools for people who like to do this kind of thing.

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I guess I like to do this kind of thing when I was a teenager and it was powerful.

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And here we are as an adult and it's still powering me. I'm just like not trying to be a YouTuber

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as a living. I'm trying to YouTube to help me make a better living if that makes sense.

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So what am I doing for money for the most part? I like to just fund my own projects.

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I'm accountable to God and

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being accountable to people is often problematic, which is the theme of something that I'm thinking

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about talking about today, which is women in the workplaces, namely male dominated workplaces.

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Now, I've given up on retail because it's just out of the gate female dominated. In a way,

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I've given up on software engineering because it's feminine, male, and female dominated.

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That whole field would have you think that men and women are the same and gosh, I don't

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I can't speak for everyone but big tech especially. I don't even want to argue with those people.

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It's not, well, because I got rich people are always going to win in arguments. So no matter what

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I argue, I lose here. It doesn't mean

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because I can't argue I win or because I can't argue I lose. It's just a waste of energy because I can't

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argue and I don't think they, it's a case tissue. Picture a higher case, arguing with the

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lower case, remember who wins. I was the higher case, remember why because they have more power.

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Now, the lower case member can kill the upper case member but they'll be punished to the fullest extent

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to the law, naturally. So yeah, that's not really an option for me to just kill higher case members.

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So I've chosen to work back of house. The male, the masculine dominated, the theaters of masculine

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performance. We're working hard is the main thing that matters. Now, once you get a woman in the

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work space, the whole dynamic changes, because most men are not aware of female nature. They have

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a girlfriend or serial series of girlfriends. You know, they know enough to get by. They don't need to

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know more. It's sort of like the middle class person knows enough about wealth. To keep it but not

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enough to expand it to generational wealth like we talked about yesterday. But poor people can become

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extremely financially literate and people born into a wealthy family might be financially very

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literate just through on a smoothest or deliberate teaching from their parents. So yeah, I'm a poor

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guy from a low case. I climbed high. I got to see the true nature of things. I did not become

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black pill in the process quite contrary. I'm way too white pill for a homeless guy who is

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endured so much. I mean, again, a case issue. People will say that that's not the case or whatever

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from higher case. We'll say that. And for my case, their lower might be envious jealous,

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whatever, blah, blah, blah, blah. Man, this video is not good. What else do I have to talk about?

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It's so like something that felt like a valid confirmation of this thinking. So so much of it happens

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internal and like this internal language that needed to have to serialize it to English and

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give it context and all this stuff. So I's leaving the gym after I took a shower and this

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fat girl is walking in with her phone like this. So it's like is she looking at the phone or is she

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trying to film people staring at this fat? You know how it is though the fat girls were the

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tight stuff to the gym and they're the ones who are like, oh guys are staring at me. All these

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because they're like trying to convince themselves more than anyone else. You know they're trying to convince

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other people with proof. Oh look at this guy staring at you know he's just you're watering down,

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taking up the whole thing and he's trying to not be watered over. Yeah he's gonna look at what's

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I literally don't even like, I like creepy look away from any kind of girl who's got some kind of

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phone phone action like this because I'm like she's probably filming and she's trying to get

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some free-per-footage. You know that whole like gym crow thing, GYM crow, girl nasty girls and gym

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trying to just trying to fake guys staring at them. I mean I just the gym it's another one of those

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places it's a male dominated space but you get you get the women in there. They're overly masculine

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they're not usually that attractive so they've overcompensated. They're not that skilled but they

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get the pass you know they get to play all the cards that women get to play with God. See I was

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thinking on the way here like how do I even float this by normies you know middle class guys

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but so I mean just walking out of the gym sort of confirmed this topic to me but I know it's

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just not something that most people will apologize it's the kind of thing that will get me kicked

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off the internet really because who runs the internet big tech guys these you know where we're

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post there's all these dog whistles that they talk about right I'm given off all these dog whistles

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that I don't even know hard dog whistles but like every reddit every hobby has a reddit with a

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natural progression you know like there's like a body of knowledge for every hobby a body of knowledge

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for every topic on some subreddit and if you just are like doing the hobby on your own and you stumble

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on this right at you're going to be like weird it out by all of this you know these experts in your

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hobby whatever I'd be like an expert in dating like and it's all it's narcissistic I'm not saying

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these people are narcissists but it's a privileged class who is elevated by thirsty men

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by the rules you know there's all the it's death by a thousand paper cuts in a way like

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if she wants to kick you out of the space she has ample ways to do it either through other people

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through complaining like you know be a true or false you know this stereotype of women getting

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out of traffic tickets by turning on the tears you think that doesn't work with bosses so

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yeah I'm all over the place with this one just like so yeah I mean

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I don't want to turn it into a gossip or drama channel about oh today at work this happened today

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at the gym that happened blah blah blah it's just these relevant examples come up and they they fuel

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you know I don't even often know what I'm gonna talk about I might have some ideas but they fuel these

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talks where I just tried to like where I just connect ideas together and just go for 20 minutes

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and that's the format if you don't like you don't have to watch it maybe the next one will be

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more interesting etc so like I was thinking you know so okay I'm not working as a software engineer

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I'm working as a dishwasher I love the dish pit I don't even necessarily want to progress

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into like prepping food or anything I just like being in the dish pit because I'm left alone people

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usually just throw stuff on to me you know and I just deal with it if something's hot they say hot you

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know but then we get the woman in the workplace and I don't want to make this about

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because there's one woman in a my male dominated workplace so and I live in a small town I'm using

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my real name it's very likely that people will find this and like I mean I'm gonna get fired or

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quit this job because of this girl anyway because it's like I just I don't want to make it into

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a drama thing it's just like what do I do write it down and talk about it someday in the future

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after I forgot all the context and the relevant stuff the indicators that it's the topic

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that I'm gonna talk about or do I just go for it I mean you know I'm like no we'll just say that

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like I just don't want it to be that but I at the same time I need to express it and it doesn't

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do me good to just write it down and for myself and not do anything with it right but it's like

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with narcissistic abuse narcissistic attacks you know and this doesn't mean I'm not saying that

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the person is a narcissist it's just privilege classes of people like case or

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minorities or women or whatever when they talk to somebody who looks like me then there's inherent

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case to difference there's inherent class difference and there are outcomes that I always happen

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as a result of that there's narcissistic treatment in one direction because of that because I

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can't fight back even if I wanted to and you know where to even said I wanted just again it's

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my two-week notice should have already been turned turned in to begin with because I realize there's

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this is going to be a terminal situation at work like nothing in particular no patterns of behavior

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no bad blood nothing it's just I know that with enough narcissistic abuse I'm going to leave

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like the patterns are going to adapt every reaction I give gives more information about how

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do better abuse me and it's like broad strokes to find detail as the abuse hones in on the fine

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details it's going to be deeper cuts with sharper knives right like I'm getting scratched with

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butter knives to begin with just to find out where my sore spots are and then the sharper knives

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come to the spots that seem to really bug me and then the really sharp knives come to the spots that

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really seemed to bug me right so I was thinking in my solitary job where people don't bother me

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except narcissistic people where do you want me to do this what what rule do you want other dish

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washer do do do judge judge do what the other people are doing please I have no preferences I

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don't want to say it's I was in front of the boss too so if I react in any kind of annoyed way it's

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visible deliberate absolutely narcissistic it's 100% ignore until the boss is around and then

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bring out a knife and I'm sure you guys can relate if you've been through narcissistic abuse at work like

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it will be a terminal situation either I'll leave because I'm tired of it or I'll just

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look too bad in front of the boss and I'll have to leave like the boss just will not want you know what I'm

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saying and it's because it is these attack and you know what can I say I'm not even being specific it's

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just that's how it works the knives come out and they get sharper and more focused and you get more of an

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audience the attacks get more efficient right my boss is watching this like what can I say that's what's

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happening that's that's going to be the end of me in this workplace like will it last six months will it last

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three months you know I'm not accusing anyone of being an narcissist but I'm saying there are

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inherent differences between me and other people in the workplace there's one other word

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person in this workplace who just wants you know so anyway then the personal questions you know

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these are also attacks it's like trying to get little rules trying to get reactions

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asking super personal questions I'm just like what does that have to do with food again

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and then it's of course in front of the boss so it becomes oh I'm so now everything personal is

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often is it's a new it's like one response turns into a general rule like what's this have to do

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a food again means now Harland doesn't talk about anything personal it turns it's double edge it's

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a way to isolate it's a way to isolate because straight up what's happening she wants me

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that'll never be admitted to but that's exactly what's happening is I'm being tested and devalued

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and it's it's not gonna happen straight up I've absolutely no interest zero negative interest

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but that's a problem when a woman wants you and you don't want her that's a huge huge problem

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and I mean straight up why would a woman want me so many cans of worms I'm just how do we

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convey this to Normie so I'm I was just thinking like the role of women in a hunter gather or

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village would be to I mean what's her programming doing it's crushing or eliminating weak man

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and yeah blood is in the water I'm extremely weak I admit that if I were not weak I'd go works

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after engineering but I am so I just want to work in environments with men who aren't sitting

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there asking personal questions trying to make rules trying to do sabotage trying to you know

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use these indirect power plays to step on my body and get ahead you know what I mean like

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it's all gonna be subtle power plays with this narcissistic person and there's nothing I can do

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about it I can't fight back I don't have the energy to fight back

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and so it's just gonna be another job like I'm staying away from female dominated environments

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but even male dominated environments with one masculine female it's just gonna be

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you know masculine women who are also insecure want weak man like me so straight up

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that's insulting to me and I shouldn't even be admitting that but I know I'm a weak man right now

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there's nothing I can only only time and more paychecks will fix that and my

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my aptitude is not to do conflict with people to begin with my dad is an extremely weak

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pathetic man I was thinking I shouldn't have even been born but my dad weaseled his way in with my

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mom who was insecure and weak and head of I don't know how weak my grandpa was like he definitely

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had a put his foot down side that I never saw but I know a couple things about the family that

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I'll say like he'll leave I don't want to just give too many details but anyway I was born to

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extremely weak degenerate parents who it's just that you know the boomers they had it extremely

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easy so lots of boomers that shunt of reproduce did and I'm the result so it's on me and my

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mentory fathery figures to get me through the world and yeah we're going on the 20 minute mark

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this one's been all over the place and I know I've probably said things that'll get me

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kicked out the internet blah blah blah definitely not yeah everyone what can I say in the next 30 seconds

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hopefully see you next time if I still have a channel thanks for joining take care

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