Homeless Guy Rages against Getting Comfortable. Thoughts on Sabbath / rest days

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Description

Still running after a long streak of work and an extra busy day at work. Instead of being tired, I'm amped. Don't wanna stop, and I can't stop.

But indeed one needs to rest eventually. Maybe skip breaks for a season or two, higher order cycles of rest. But the bank account needs to be paid back.

There's so much energy in doing the right thing, and doing things right.

Video



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RX96JsQsEXs



Transcript

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Okay, hey, and welcome to the Ice Boog Daily Channel.

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It's a Saturday between Good Friday and Easter or the Controversy, the new lead

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declared by the President trans-sexual day of visibility.

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Woohoo! So now, sort of like Christmas, do you say Merry Christmas or Happy Holiday?

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Do you say Happy Easter or Happy Trans Day of Visibility?

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Just what we need, right? More decisions to make, which one are you gonna say?

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And hey, whenever you see a binary, it's often a false dichotomy. You might be able to just say,

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Hey, how's your day going, man? Why not? So yeah, end of a long streak of work, I've got two days

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off, feels good. Now days off are great when everything's open and what not, but having

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holiday Mondays off and actual holiday Sundays off when you live in a car.

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Am I gonna complain about that? Be in a big complaint channel, hey, we'll figure out,

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see the thing is it's not being seen at the bottom, it's a status legibility thing.

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So like the few things that are open, like everyone's like, okay, cool, you don't have a family,

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or if it's like a park work or they're like, it's completely empty except for this guy who's here every day.

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Now I like him even less than I didn't like him before.

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And, you know, the other homeless people might want to like come and make a community like, hey,

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looks like you don't have a family, you want to be a community with us? No, I don't.

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I want to just find a spot to work, do that. For some reason, I went out of my way this morning

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and charged my jacquery at Starbucks, I don't usually do that, but I'm like, all right, I've got a

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couple days off, I need to get a top-off. For some reason, I sat there for like two hours and it only

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charged 35 percent. There's plugged in the whole time, I don't know why, I pulled it out

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expecting it to be like 60, 70 percent. It wasn't. And that's pretty irritating and it's Saturday

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at 4 o'clock, I expected the library to be open. It's not, it seems like holiday weekends,

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it closes on Saturday or something. Because yeah, it's usually open until five today,

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it's usually only closed Sunday, Monday, Wednesday, now it's closed Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Wednesday.

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So yeah, I thought I'd be able to top it off here as well, could not.

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And I'm thinking about dinner, I had Taco Bell yesterday or two days ago,

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for the first time in a while, a week or two, and it just was not satisfying or filling at all

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two for five is what I got instead of three for eight. I might do three because in theory, I like it,

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it's it's hardy, but actually after what I've been eating in the park, that is hardy. That's

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some homemade stuff, I pick stuff with low preservatives, etc. And I just smash it down and man,

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that fills me up. It's great. It is raining today, which hasn't stopped me from cooking in the

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park before. Now it's just like, I just sat at work for six hours, didn't take a break.

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I mean, I took the legally required breaks, but yeah, I hate taking breaks at work, and so I'd rather

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you know, you're supposed to get like a 10 minute break and then a 30 and then a 10 or whatever.

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I'm more than the 10s are basically not documented. The 30s documented, and that's what gets me

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in trouble. I could have stayed longer today if I had taken a 30, but I didn't, because then

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it starts going into the time and a half if you didn't. Good for me, but you know, I understand the boss.

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So yeah, we had a ton of extra work today, which was great, and I could have stayed extra,

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because we ended up with like, double the amount of pans to wash at the end, and then like

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three things of glass dishes that we're soaking. At most, I'll leave one, usually I knock it all out

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by the time I leave, and then there's like a little burst of stuff that comes right at the end,

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but the next guy who comes after like an hour picks it up. So like, I think most of the prep happens

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in the morning, but I don't know. I always just work the mornings. It's totally fine.

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Even six days, that's six hours a week. That's totally fine.

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I suppose to five x eight or whatever, totally fine. But yeah, so since I was just so like busy with

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like prep today, and I mean way more glass dishes than usual too, so I think there's probably more

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customers as well. Going on, I don't want to give too many details, just in case someone's

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able to figure out what sit I am in. It would be pretty easy to figure out what venue I work at.

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It's a good one. It's really nice one. I'm lucky to work there. So anyway, I had to leave a few

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a few tubs of dishes soaking, but at least soaking, you know, usually you just soak the ramicans or whatever,

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but yeah, whenever it's soaking, you just got to like spray it off real quick, and you can just

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throw them on there. It's probably like four or five racks of dishes. I left a couple of racks for

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you know, I coordinated my last 15 minutes with the manager who is coming on. I'm like, I can basically

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either catch up the glass, but we've got a ton of glass, or I can do the pots. It looks or the

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pans. It seems like, you know, pans are more limited. I should do those. It's like, yeah, whatever,

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like, I trust you. And like, yeah, it's right about the pans. So yeah, I just knocked those out.

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Anyway, you guys don't need play by play. Hey, can you tell the narcissist wasn't there today,

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or the narcissistic person wasn't there today? Because yeah, it's actually like, whenever,

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yeah, it's like good smooth day is all the time. That's what keeps you with narcissistic abuse

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is the good smooth days. But then they start, you know, turning your thumb screws, turning your thumb

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screws, turning your thumb screws, turning your thumb screws, more and more harder and harder every time

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you see them. So it's like, good days, good days aren't, good days aren't, and then one of the

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aunts is like, made up complaints that, you know, sends HR legal, blah, blah, blah,

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going crazy on you. And you saw the signs and you wish you would just quit a week ago before this

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happening, because you knew something was going to happen eventually, blah, blah, blah. Anyway,

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so yeah, another option for food, anyway, blah, blah, blah, all over the place.

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Narcissistic man, they're sneaky. Narcissism is sneaky. Can't say narcissist, necessarily narcissism.

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Because everyone is on a spectrum of narcissism and it can be contextual, like I was talking

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yesterday, all about narcissism. So yeah, we're just, we're pet,

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so like there was that trough of like, okay, started a new job, so expenses are up,

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dwindling resources, and supporters definitely pulled me through. So now we're at the point where we're

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like, through, we're just waiting on paycheck, so I'll get paid again in a, on a little under a week.

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And that'll be super good. Like I said, in like two to three paycheck, so I'll be able to call

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myself, not homeless. So that's good. You know, I basically moved to this town,

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figured out the lay of the land, got a job within a month. After moving to a town, figuring out

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the lay of the land and getting a job within a couple weeks, whatever. So yeah, there's a couple

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places I could go for food. Now we're at the point where like, I could probably afford to go out and

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get a pretty decent dinner and still make it to the next paycheck, but it's just like,

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I just want to, I'm just in retain resources mode, and although God provides

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and asking each other to see even whatnot, like whenever I spend extra money that I shouldn't,

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I get supporters giving donations. It's so weird. Like, it's not like I'm sitting here like talking

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about, I spent the money and the donation comes in. It's like, I spend the money and then I come back,

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and next time I check my email, there's donations. It's like the craziest thing.

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So I could just go out and splurge on whatever food I want to try. I'm at the point where I've been

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just running a super tight ship, so I don't know what the places are really. Like, there's a

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couple next in places that are good. There's one where I get this super good burrito, but it ends

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up being like 15 bucks with tip, where my normal meal that I make at the park,

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which lacks produce, unfortunately, you know, it doesn't have any of the fresh produce.

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It's just got like the canned tomato sauce and diced tomatoes and peppers from a can.

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I think that one probably costs about $4 to $5 for $1,500 at least.

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Or I go to Taco Bell, it costs $5 to $8 for pretty much the same stuff, except way more preserve,

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like, like, basically Taco, what I make is like my super sweet version of what I get at Taco Bell,

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which is just the bean burrito, fresco style, meaning no cheese, add tomatoes and then add seasoned

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diced, three of those, and that ends up being pretty good. And then Chipotle, Chipotle,

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however you want to pronounce that's pretty good one for like nine bucks, considering they don't

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accept tips, or they don't advertise tips. I don't know if you can tip them or not,

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but it doesn't, like, oh, maybe it does on the credit card thing.

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But anyway, I think I usually walk out of their spending like nine, 10, 11 bucks.

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So like between Chipotle and my big burrito, Chipotle has more, I always get the bowl there

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instead of a burrito. So like Chipotle produce, has better produce and glock and stuff, I can't say

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better glock. The place I go for the burrito puts avocado, instead of glock, like Ross,

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sliced of avocado on there. Ross, slices of avocado I can talk, I swear.

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So, it's good that the most comfortable thing is going to the park and making food.

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It's like partially price. It is a lot cheaper and I am a lot more comfortable not spending the extra

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money. But on the other hand too, I kind of want to be alone. Like I don't want to talk to anybody

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else, like one thing. I pulled into the library and like, so my initial thought that I wanted to talk

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about when I got on the stream is actually it's good to not let yourself get comfortable as a homeless

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person. And so one I got to the library was an open. There was just some guy walking out here.

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He's still walking around actually I just peeped over who knows what he's doing, not a homeless guy

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at all like shower nice cashmerey sweater, not cashmerey like what is it kind of like nitty.

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Sort of not too different from this sweater except gray. And then there's, you know, a normal

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homeless guy who is I was here, guy who doesn't do drugs, whatever. The roommate guy, like I'm not

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trying to make this a drama, you know, because like this guy could see it. I don't want to say disparaging

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things too much. You know, I don't want to get comfortable. I don't want to like get into like a roommate

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level of comfort with somebody because I'm out here just trying to get out of here.

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And you know, in some ways two people is better than one and some ways one person is the best.

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Like it just depends where the people are at. I'm not trying to get comfortable with people who are

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comfortable. In a sense if I found someone who worked as hard and thoroughly and had as much

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vision and drive as I do and they were just not trying to get comfortable except like one day a week

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that they take off. And if it just happened to be the same day that I take off to or if they

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understood that there'd be uncomfortable on a day that I'm working means don't have in bother me.

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Then maybe I could do a roommate situation, but I don't want to get that familiar

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comfortable with anybody. I'd rather live in a car than have a roommate. I'd rather have my own

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place than live in a car. I'd rather live in a car than live in an apartment. I don't want to have

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apartment neighbors. I want to have a stand alone dwelling house.

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And I just don't want to get comfortable to the point where

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getting comfortable with somebody becomes its own little pit.

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Because what it's always what doors am I opening?

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I was going to say what doors are they opening, but also what doors am I opening that bothers them.

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Because I'm not saying that I'm immune to body snatching. I can be body snatched and be a problem

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to somebody else. Then we've got to like talk it out, figure out a compromise,

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blah blah blah. It's fine. I can do it. I've done it a hundred times.

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But I just don't want to spend that energy like my cup is and full. I don't really have that kind of

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energy. So if I were in like some kind of barracks, yeah fine we're all in the same page where

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we all have a unified mission. And we all probably have the same days off or they understand that

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everyone has one day off and I've been bothered people on their day off. Like,

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because I just like to go go go go go go go go. I don't like like I was saying I don't like to take

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breaks even at work. When I have when I met a job where it's like you have to take your 10

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minute breaks, you have to take your 30 minute break. I hate that so much. I and then you get

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talked to for not taking your breaks because it's going to be like a corporate employer that's more

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on top of the breaks. Like sometimes if you have managers you don't take accountability,

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like female managers, women cannot lead. Oh my god that'll get me thrown off YouTube definitely.

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But it's just women can be bosses, managers, extremely competent, you know,

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nail, nail stuff that works with their aptitude. And of course there's a bell curve. Everyone's

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going to have some exception here there. But anyway, yeah I really shouldn't decide that but

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here we are with this video. It's going to go up. That's a whole can of worms I really shouldn't

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have opened. But hey I don't want to get too comfortable on YouTube either. If I get thrown off YouTube

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you guys know where to find me. I'm not sitting here worried about it. I am momentarily worried about

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it but hey well we'll throw it and see what sticks. So yeah we got like two more minutes in this

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video max and trying to find a theme. So I mean go go go don't get comfortable and then

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yeah I just talked a little bit about the different options like I just haven't even let myself get

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comfortable like I'm comfortable in the grind and I know that's not a long term sustainable thing

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and you know whatever but if you're in a situation like I'm in you don't want to take breaks you

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just you it's sort of like I've said for a long time that Sabbath day rest days are the hardest days

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but you know I do I am 100% aware that rest is part of the workout in gym terminology like I said

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yesterday you know you workout you damage your body and you eat or you have fat as fuel to repair

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the damage that was done that's actually the whole process of working out. So if you're not getting

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the calories if you're not getting the rest which is when like the repair happens with the calories

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then you're not doing an effective workout. So I am aware there are limits to burning the

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candle at both ends you know giving a hundred and ten percent that is the logic behind that is

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the logic behind taking a Sabbath day a day of rest. You could work six days at a hundred and ten

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percent and then take the seventh day and give zero percent that is actually only six hundred and

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sixty percent as opposed to seven hundred percent right so even though you go a hundred and ten

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percent every day you're still resting that final day recharging you're getting that extra 40 percent

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budget so you could even do 115 percent four days before the tank is completely empty right

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so there's definitely logic and God does command it is a commandment to observe the Sabbath

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so I get it but on the six days you're working you just want to go go go not get too comfortable

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so I think that's kind of the theme even when you're homeless rest is part of the workout

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yeah there we go so thanks for this porter thanks for the support and man I still got to figure out

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how to edit a video by the end of the month I far surpassed my ten video upload goal so I've got

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like today and tomorrow to figure something out it might just be a ten minute thing they say like three

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or four minutes for every minute of production oh I just went over good lord so now that I've gone over

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I can slow down take a breath thanks everybody I hope to meet that goal of

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producing a video I do have some ideas we'll see where I can find to work tomorrow

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I might actually go and get a coffee tonight I don't like to get coffee in the afternoon

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but I might just go and do it today

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man I'm just I'm buzzing so hard from work like I've been going and going and going but I've got

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so much energy even I didn't take a break because that's just like it's like you go to do a

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big workout you get a ton of energy part of the background noise I don't have any control over that

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lord only knows lord only knows something that I'm not even gonna say it

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well it is related so I'll say it something that I've noticed people in this town do

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is if there's a bunch of should I say it people really don't like homeless people and I do

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stuff like honk their horns to bother them in the night and that's making sure the

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homeless people aren't getting comfortable but you don't know if they're on their rest day if

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they're on their rest day it's absolutely inappropriate to bother them

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I mean in general it would always be inappropriate to do that but

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you don't on the theme of just not letting yourself get comfortable to me I kind of enjoy the fact

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that there's random bomb fights in the middle of the night sometimes you know random

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it sucks to get woken up but at the same time it's like yo I'm not getting comfortable here

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I don't want to be in this situation any longer than I have to be here and taking rest days

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does not necessarily draw the situation longer if it is part of your sustainable path out like I have a

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I have a go-go-go path out but observing Sabbath is something I want to do

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and is important and I think yeah not doing it for a period a season you know a few months

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whatever is probably also a grander order of going 110% not taking the Sabbath sometimes

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there is you know you're not supposed to judge which day someone takes a Sabbath or whether they do

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it or not as well and there's examples of apostles working on the Sabbath you know like if you're

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hungry you gotta get some wheat from the field kind of thing and yo do your own homework and confirm

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what I've said about that topic but yeah so I'm gonna reiterate on another note I'm gonna reiterate

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so the discussion forum is now open I'll put the link in the bottom to the thread for each video's

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discussion and it's open to supporters and the forum is verified registration so I know

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nobody's gonna register without getting by me so it's not gonna be spambers people who bother

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et cetera and then if I recognize you I will add you to the IceBooge Daily supporters group and then

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you'll be able to interact with the threads I start on that sub forum and if I don't recognize

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you any registered just email me tell me that that's you because you can use a 100% fake name that

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I'm all on board with you can do whatever you want I'll just reiterate I'm not gonna host it I can't

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predict the future but I'm hosting it on my server so that I have 100% full non-amassulated moderator

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power I'm the benevolent dictator for life if there's a problem I've got the IP address and everything

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now obviously you can use your own VPN or whatever if you want to do that you know like

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it just matters to me that I make a best effort attempt to get the information like I don't

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foresee problems with people who have supported but you know it's I just think that it's important

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to maintain control of your server when you know the issues I all refer to you to yesterday's video

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for for all the details there I just want to reiterate that yeah I do want to give a voice to my

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supporters I do not want to I want to use the benefits of the platforms that are there but I don't

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want to be able to be knocked down if the platform and I disagree especially when it's a platform

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that I'm not paying you know they're monetizing through ad revenue and I'd rather just own the

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forum that the discussion happens on just so that nothing is left up to chance so yeah thanks a lot

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I know this one ran a little bit longer you know we'll see if I keep doing this every day or not

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I do need to work on the format like this format has proven good the 20 minute format not the 26 minute

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format going over them doing today if you haven't taken a breather in a while go ahead and take one

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if it's an appropriate time for you you can do that I don't know what I'm going to do in the

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next couple days um hopefully editing a video will be a nice change of pace and leisurely

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I did just prove it out and just make a very very quick demo where I drop some pictures and clips

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and layers into some new software so at least know this software will work and not like crash when I open it so

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Sunday Monday we'll see you will see and yeah just not like on living in public so yeah it's like

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like anyone could approach me at any time while I'm recording these videos and we're doing the one

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take no fakes so now suddenly like there's some random person approaching me in the video right

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not fun or I lose the whole thing or that forces me to have to edit so yeah third ending is the

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charm will end it here thanks a lot for the supporters and everything thanks for your patience

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definitely looking forward to building together and seeing where this all goes it's been a very very

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long journey and yeah thanks a lot take care goodbye


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